Food Warms the Soul... Surprise Surprise!

I've been a little stressed out with work and the most recent advancement of me putting my notice in in a couple of days... another change. It will be fine, but it will be work again. And uncertainty again. And some fear. But, there is also lots of positive in the air. Lots of energy that has been fairly constant, which is a good thing. But my frustrations with Miggity have not faded. I keep bringing up the "no job, living with mother" topic and it's starting to cause obvious distance on my part. And I know it hurts his feelings at some level. I feel bad. But, I don't know how else to bring it up, and how to ignore it. Anyway, today I went over to his mom's to spend some time with him. Sunday is usually a slightly blue day for me because the loneliness hits harder for some reason. We took a nice walk and noticed things in nature. And got back and ate some food he had prepared. It was a slow roast chicken with some peppers and bread. There was something comforting about sitting on the wooden stools, eating at the kitchen table with him by my side. Enjoying a mouthful of delicious food he had cooked. And then some ice-cream. Maybe it warmed my soul because it was Easter and I felt a bit down. This filled that longing for a feeling of family. And now it's back to a long week.